What the hell have I gotten myself into..

I'm hating Tharn rn. Idgaf that Type is the homophobic one, at least he isn't forcing himself onto others to the point of making them cry. Like, what the hell? Knowing that Type is a victim of child m*lestation, I'm disgusted by Tharn's actions this episode. Even if he isn't aware of Type's past, he should be able to see how distraught he is every time he touches him or comes close to him. Also, I don't understand why Type didn't take the opportunity to move the hell out the moment he got it. Is he dumb? Genuine question.
PD. Tharn has no sense of self-preservation. Type's not some broken doll he can fix with the power of gay love. He should have RUN when he knew Type was homophobic.

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2nd ep and i'm even more confused then…

2nd ep and i'm even more confused then the 1st - and no it's not that the plot is 'so complex' that it's hard to figure out - it's the lack of common sense (makes me wonder did the writer even try and talk to people who suffered abuse as children?!?). a child that was abused sexually and is living with that trauma - wouldn't be acting the way Type is. ************************************** i get he is stubborn and wants to "fight" Tharn and be the one who stays in the room - BUT after waking up in his arms, going through the horror of what possibly happened to him, while he was 'out' - his reaction was mild and comical - but lets say as Tharn wasn't nude (as he first assumes) he was cool headed enough to "get" nothing happened - i.e he wasn't molested. BUT when he gets and offer to move, why not take it?!? getting 'even' is better then feeling safe in ur own space?? especially someone who is scared shitless of gay's?!? he might scream "i hate gay's" but easy to see it's 'i'm terror-stricken of anyone "into" men'. which is understandable, as he was a kid, and still doesn't get that his gender wasn't necessarily what attracted that predator, just the fact he was a kid that was easy to hurt/subdue. and yet he then proceeds to wank-off without making sure the door's locked??? he keeps acting like he the only occupant of that room - his breaking down and crying let alone sleeping after everything that goes down - just illogical ugh ************************************************************************ **************************************************************************************************************************************** btw really don't get why anyone would pounce on someone who reacted the way Type did, when he woke up - Tharn was worried enough to know something was off and yet he Again on him WTF?!? Why?!? and after his begging and pleading u to get off - ur go to is...?!? ＞︿＜what started out like a threat, then proceeds to "i wanna calm u down" by "feeling him up"?!? - i'm freakin confused! like WTAF is going on here - is he serious?!? he getting annoyed cause he get's pushed off - how stupid is he - he needs a verbal conformation that Type was molested?!? but after all this - Type freaks out and goes to sleep?!? really? if it was me, wouldn't be able to shut an eye in that room, not only cause would be fearful, but also - i almost reveled something shameful about the past, i'm desperately trying to hide - so i still don't get why Type remains in that room and not rushes off to find the guy that wanted to change rooms with him. ********************************************************************************
this illogical - this whole ep was to further their relationship (like Techno - another moron - turning to Tharn asking how Type fairing - they become best buds and i miss it ugh) this a humongous plothole - i get i'm the odd one out, as everyone eating this up - heck this most BL fans holy grail - but this FAR from perfect, same goes for the acting or over-acting as the case is. *********
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btw i'm fine with Type punching or lashing out at Tharn , well deserved - how many times someone gotta tell u "don't touch me" until it registers?!? so what if he was having a nightmare - or wont wake-up?!? he a grown ass man, that can / should be able to deal with whatever, without being treated like a baby. so there No need to touch him at every turn plz the touchy feely sh*t is getting annoying - i get that Tharn is already smitten and can't help himself, but this bordering on harassment - especially after how Type keeps reacting - like a scared, injured animal. u don't have to be a genius to put two and two together. ******************************************************************************************************************************
but that ending was total b.s. anyone acting like Type, who is terrified of gay-men will run the other way the sec they feel their view/heart is softening towards a gay person. cause a guy that was molested by a man, worries the most that maybe they sensed gay in them and that's why they were targeted - so the sec Type felt his heart softening towards Tharn, should rush to accept the other dudes offer to change rooms, not stay cause "Tharn a really good guy" plz - aish the writing here is doing my head in !

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Consent?

*MILD SPOILER WARNING* Okay. I absolutely love these characters. I love that Tharn secretly took care of Type when he was sick and was like "He's gonna get mad at me if he finds out so please don't say anything." But it turns out Type kinda knew all along. Once again the problem I'm having is the constant dubious consent and straight up lack of consent for certain things. What Tharn did could be considered sexual harassment both in this episode and the first one. This is the fact that Type hates gay men because he was sexually assaulted by one bothers me. They could've used any other reason for him not to like his gay roommate, but they chose to go with sexual assault. Other than these massive nitpicks I'm really enjoying the story and the characters. Honestly if the characters weren't half as likeable as they I would've probably stopped watching before the end of episode one.

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